Beginning to Wonder if I care too much!

I'm beginning to wonder if I care to much, and if I do what I should do about this fact?

I feel that some teachers appreciate the fact that I care while others look down on me because of it? It's really starting to get to me. I think I need a few days off!

I'm torn because I want to come tomorrow and see the teacher who I have been subbing for this week and talk to him about the things that have happened this week and see his reactions? The other part of me doesn't want to know? See? Or hear what he says about me, and what they students say about me.

I'm at the end of my rope and not certain what to do I really just would like to say I have to go home today and just allow someone else to finish the day.

Having another sub say "Well they are not usually a problem for me" just makes me wonder what "I'm" doing wrong that they choose to misbehave for me and not for them? I feel like I'm rambling and saying the same thing over and over again, but I really don't know what to do?

I'm sorry to ramble so, but I don't think that anyone really reads this yet anyway...if you do feel free to pray and or comment I'd be happy to accept your prayers and thoughts.

Hope your having a great day!